Trying to get a trip to HK arranged and trip to KL on Feb

I believe people would say to me 'are you crazy? no money, no saving and with some little debt that u have now in the bank?' Well yes i thought i was crazy, and it does really sound like i am forcing myself for the trip.

But sometime it's right to be crazy too, otherwise i would regret and disappointed and always tell myself that 'what a shame, i should gone with them'.
Yes that's right with my situation now, just have my debt sort into an easy way and i believe you all know the credit balance transfer from the card, anyway it charged quite a lot handling fees although it says 0% for the installment plan.

Anyway the bonus i got from my boss are really under my expectation, it's far more less than i expected, thought i could have the high bonus for my financial plan. But anyway, i am failed with that. But at least there are some way that i think i can make it better too.

Really thanks to James that book for the flight ticket for me and Terence and never rush me to pay him back but i am trying to pay back as soon as i can, i don't like to owe people too long.
As the trip to KL quarterly/workshop for Les Mills program, as i said i thought i could have the bonus for the trip and the plan are failed but anyway i am still going otherwise i just have my flight ticket wasted.

At least i managed to get the cheap guest house booked and actually it's quite nice and clean for me, feel free to look at the website as http://www.pujangga-homestay.com/home.html
That's where i stayed before for the last trip to KL, it was really comfortable for me. Well i know some people willing to pay much more for proper hotel or standard hotel, but then what i have thought is, the guest house not really that bad either, well although the toilet and shower room is for share but still at least you can get the door locked up when you shower.

Anyway, although a couple friends changed their mind with our plan, it still not really influence my plan too as i am still staying at the same guest house, and they will be stay somewhere else which i am not sure and we will fly down to KL together but when we coming back to Penang, will be separate. As what i am trying to say now is not complaining but we need to know something and understand how lucky we are, there is a Chinese saying 'We never realize that we actually live in a happiness life' well i don't know if this translation is right or not but it's a close one. A plan that unnecessary to change, i would not just throw away my flight ticket and get other flight ticket as i have bought it. No matter how rich you are and how cheap is the flight ticket, friends....don't waste money especially for now, the economi are really bad and unstable.

But it's ok as some people say 'Mind your own business'.

Well about the trip to HK on Oct, actually i was really gave up about it, and reply my friend who arrange the flight ticket for all of us as with my financial status. It need to book before 15 Feb to get cheaper price. On the next day i went to gym, of the the friend was trying to persuade me to join the trip and actaully what he said is right too, and i thought about that too, it's very easy for us to travel alone or with someone with you like, you can wait till the right time or till you get your money saved. But it's not easy when trying to arrange a trip for maybe about 9 peoples cause we have our own business and work and we can't take off from work anytime we want.

I was thinking that i wanted to go but i can't because of my financial, i thought it would be fun to go with them and have fun during the trip, and i thought what i shame if did not join them, so then i have thought about my boss and asked him, and actually managed to borrow some money from him and also a very sweet friend of mine willing to lend some money for the trip as i could pay them back a bit more slowly and at least i don't need to pay the interest just like the bank.

It's now at least have the flight booked and that's mean i shall be going with them.
Happy!? well yes and no..... I hope the others friends really plan the trip with the best price....if everyone say that they want to stay in the nice hotel, i think i am ready to empty my money quicker but i do my best and hope they get some suggestion from others too.